Redundancy is a hero for the human heart. We are constantly in need of reminders. Regardless of how many times something is proven to us, our nature ultimately convinces us that our fears and selfish desires should be satisfied.
Growing up I remember hearing about the fate of Old Testament Israel. They were a nation swayed by idolatry, lust, and a desire for independence from God. I remember being amazed and slightly offended at their disobedience. It just didn't seem to matter how God proved himself to these people; entire seas parted, plagues tormented an Egyptian Empire, water sprang miraculously from a dusty boulder in the scorching desert. And for what? So that Israel could eventually lose sight of God's provision and forgiveness to pursue its own sinful desires. They were given constant reminders.
I've been naive to feel so far removed from the God who performed these miraculous signs and wonders. And I've been arrogant to remove the condition of my own heart from that of Israel. The truth is, I'm equally reluctant to latch onto God's promises and hope. I am distracted and enticed by sinful things beckoning me.
The fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge. It's about more than what I want. It's about the fact that what I want is tainted and will leave me desperate and hopeless. God, remind me of who you are. You are a pillar of fire in the night. You are a blind man squinting through tears enjoying new found vision. You are a friend who takes the time to listen.
You are good.
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hey will, don't know if you remember me or not, but i feel motivated to comment anyway. This was both encouraging and enjoyable to read. You're a very good writer; keep blogging please!
-brianna
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